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Dark, Hard, & Weird

by Posthumans

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1.
Dos Cervezas 03:07
My brain is an asshole bully telling me I'm whack. Everyday I wake up I am tempted to react with a bullet to the brain, but really I can't complain. I'm breathing and I'm living and I want to stay that way. I don't want to die, but I think that I might no matter what I try. I think It's my time. So today I'll sit on my couch beer in my mouth, thumb in my ass. Trying to get better, but no go getter lives in the past. Get two bucks for beer, but everyone here knows my act. Drink until I'm sick, forget all of it, take a nap. I don't want to die, but I think that I might no matter what I try. I think It's my time. DOS CERVEZAS DOS CERVEZAS DOS CERVEZAS FROM MEXICO WITH LOVE (HECHO EN MEXICO) FROM MEXICO WITH LOVE (HECHO EN MEXICO)
2.
Floundering 03:45
I attempt to check my expectations cause I get to excited over nothing. Every smile, every kiss, isn't always meant to be. All the souls swimming on won't fall in love with me. I just want someone to say they want to stay. Instead I'm castaway clinging to a rogue wave. Hoping for the kind of change that washes over everything. Don't let me drown. I am bound to be floundering Can't keep afloat my ship is sinking. I'd try to swim but my arms just aren't working. Some days I wish for a life that's worth living. Those days I try to find love in someone's nothing. I just want someone to say they want to stay. Instead I'm castaway clinging to a rogue wave. Hoping for the kind of change that washes over everything. Don't let me drown. I am bound to be floundering
3.
Make something. Still smoking. Mind broken. Blood running. Nothing hurts like being numb. Do you still think that i'm dumb? Brain frozen Am I still golden? Valor stolen I'm hopeless Nothing hurts like being numb. I still think that I'm dumb. Go go away. I've got nothing to say to you. It's all a game to you. No I don't wanna play. If it's all the same to you why try something new? Unchosen off the list. Too reckless won't be missed. Nothing hurts like being numb. Do you still think that I'm dumb? Unspoken false promise. Rejected again and again. Nothing hurts like being numb. I still think that I'm dumb. Go go away. I've got nothing to say to you. It's all a game to you. No I don't wanna play. If it's all the same to you why try something new?
4.
Hold my heart to a new standard love myself so I don't feel stranded. When the next one leaves whoever that may be. Keep my thoughts honest and critical. Take my shots wherever they may fall. Won't get bogged down in the nihilism I have felt since I was a little kid. I just want to say that i'll be fine, and I believe myself every single time. A beacon of hope on a dark night. I will be the flashlight. The last few years have been dark, hard, & weird but baby I'm still here. Found myself lost in calculation. Learning how to live with my depression Nothing feels so strange than acting your own age. Found some time to finally do something. My heart's out but no one is listening. I still persevere, pretend that you're not here. I just want to say that i'll be fine, and I believe myself every single time. A beacon of hope on a dark night. I will be the flashlight. The last few years have been dark, hard, & weird but baby I'm still here. In my blood a slight touch of apathy, but I won't let an imbalance ruin me. Spread my love like it's a new disease. Free my tongue to lay out my meaning. No restraints to tell me that I'm dumb when I sing or say something kinda wrong. Tuck away my insecurities. Won't let doubt come and hamper me.

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released August 3, 2018

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Posthumans Omaha, Nebraska

Posthumans is Alex Wingen, Gavin Siebrass, & Corey Robison. Posthumans is based out of Omaha, NE.

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